I decided I will take a long break from DA, since my personal projects require more of my free time.
Plus I woke up today feeling I need to do more with my life at this point, I mean, I'm getting closer and closer to my 30s and I realized I have accomplished so little artistically and in general. In DA I constantly see kids on their early 20s or younger already reaching the peak of their talent, while myself I'm 28 and I still haven't reached my full potential if I have any.
The ones who are my age are hardly here because they are busy working full time on their art, while me I have the time to come because I'm not doing anything else besides working as a Secretary in a place that has nothing to do with art.
And offline I see people my age living on their own, improving constantly in all the aspects of their lives, traveling, experiencing new stuff, studying new careers, while myself I still feel I have the life of an old teenager. Is true I'm unintelligent, but is not an excuse to be stuck where I am now, lack of intelligence is not an excuse for laziness. Art is one of the hardest a subject to succeed and I can't rest on it if I want to do anything useful with it.
I mean, if I die today, I would go leaving nothing behind and realizing how little I lived. I don't wanna leave this world with such drustration.
I think is time to take seriously my projects and focus my time on them properly, like I haven't done in all my life time, but in order to do so I will have to absent myself from here. I will return periodically to answer the comments, but I won't be posting stuff for a while and when I do, it will be about my fanfic, wich is also another project I want to finish this year.
Thank everyone for your support, feedback and help, really, is trully appreciated.